争取

时间过的真的很快。。开学已三个星期了！！
似乎还没进入状况。。为什么呢？？
也许我真的要放下他的一切!!去开始另一个新生活!!
生活开始忙碌了。。
功课和assignment都很多哦!!
星期二，三，四就去学跆拳道和瑜伽!!
被压得有点喘不过气来!!
朋友曾问我：有必要将‘拚’吗？
我觉得这样也许是好的，可以避免自己想太多!!
我现在想好好的学习和表现自己!!
因为机会不会等待或寻找我们!!只靠我们自己去争取的!!
争取的过程会很煎熬，不过怎样挨都会是值得的!!
因为这样，我们未来才会有希望!!
未来是怎样，我们不懂!!
所以现在就做好准备去面对未来的挑战吧!!
加加油哦!!! ^-^

自由~放手

一件事有很多角度，我们必须站在每个角度去想，才能得到一两全其美的好方法！！

若人被管得太过严，他们就越叛逆！！

每个人都希望有一定的自由！若自由给得太多，太快他们就会变的放肆！

管教一个人真的是如此困难吗？还是用的方法不同？

难道我真的错了？我不应该用这个方法吗？我应该放手了？

就像小鸟一样，它们的妈妈教导它们学飞，才慢慢的放手。。

让它们去学习，去闯，就算撞也无所谓。。

因为这才能够使它们真真的长大。。我想人类也应该将吧？

我不想放弃任何的一个人！可是我已经没办法了！我还能做什么去该这样的一切一切呢？

放弃一个人也不是一件容易的事，况且是去忘记？

每个人的生命里会遇见很多人，能相遇是一种缘份，所以我们应该去好好珍惜。。

就算是分开了也不会忘记或憎恨，因为他们也曾是我们生命里重要的一分子！！

他们也曾经让我们开心，快乐，伤心和沮丧过！！

曾经付出的也觉得是值得的！结局是怎样已经不是那么重要了！

因为付出的已经是自己的全部了，没有遗憾了！

如果想生活过的美好一点，就必须懂得在适当的时候放手！！

释放自己也释放别人！对大家都好！两方都不必有抱负！

加油吧！

迷失自己！！

今天一早起来问了我妈一个很奇怪的问题：妈今天星期几？回想起是多么的可笑啊！生活过的颠倒了!!乱了！！嗨！！我到底是怎么了？谁能救救我？！
梳洗后就陪家人去买菜，吃早餐。。回到家就陪羚毓去附近的茶室吃早餐。。她一边吃就一边聊，她问了我好多！我能帮她的我都尽量回答。。然后就和她去兜风。。哈哈。。她问的东西是奇怪点，不过我都有回答，因为我觉得让她知道是好的，正常的！！回到家第一件想做的事就是上网！它已成为我生活中重要的一部分了！！上了一下就关掉了。。好无聊哦!之后就上楼睡午觉。。突然下起雨来，也让我突然想起一个人了。。他曾经说过，当下雨的时候，就会觉得很sien...睡醒就冲凉，然后check mail。。突然电话讯息铃声响起。。看一下，吓了一跳！！没想到他竟然给我简讯叻！！不知应该开心还是伤心。。我最想做的就是回复他！！那时我控制不到！我知道根本就不应该这样，但我还是做了！就像迷失了自己！他始终也没回复我。。这是我预料中的事，所以不感好奇。。
晚上和聪，朱去喝茶。。我将我弟弟的事全部告述他们！！才发觉我错了！我站的角度看不完整件事。。我懂他们所讲的一切但对我来讲是挑战！我真的能吗？经过将多事，撞过将多板，不懂的想才怪叻！！发觉自己真的长大了！！一切一切的发生，觉得自己变了很多！我不喜欢现在的自己！太过现实了！！麻木了！！我不想将！！可以做回以前的我吗？看到他，发现他也瘦了，憔悴了，也让我回想很多。。可是一切都不可能了，继续想我会更痛！再难的我都会熬过，我相信这次也行！！我觉得侥幸是每次有压力和问题都有一班好朋友帮我，陪我！！谢谢你们！我真得很感激！如果没有你们，我不敢想现在的我会是怎样了！无论如何，我今天得到，学会了很多！你们（包括他）的每一句我都会好好地记在心里！

无奈。。

今早很早被一些做装修的‘猪’吵醒了。。真得很无奈！！为什么一定是我？

然后吃早餐上课了。。得去载我的一个同学，又要等她，变得更无奈了！！天啊！为什么总是要我等？上完课就回家了。。就感到无聊。。2.45pm要看牙医，所以就达1.30pm的巴士上怡保。。出到去又的去提款，等到连巴士都走了，可怜。。只好搭下一轮咯。。那辆巴士又慢又没冷气。。嗨！！热死了！！一边坐就一边想：路上好多车哦！汽油价钱的提升好像对他们来讲没什么影响吗？还是其实他们也很无奈和没办法，因为他们也不能改变什么，所以唯有接受咯！汽油价钱上升，似乎对我们的影响很大。。所有的日常用品都会不断的起价！！我不敢想象接下来的生活会是怎样的。。嗨。。

看完牙医就回家了。。回到家就觉得很烦！我弟真地把我和我妈给气死了！！他竟然逃补习课！还顶嘴叻！！讲到他没做错事似的！！我不懂应该怎样去教导他！！觉得有点失败作为他的姐！！算了啦。。我该做得都作了。。我放弃了！！

今天想了很多很多开心和不开心的。。很多东西不是我们要的就会得到！！我们根本控制不了！！唯有接受，认命吧！！开心过，有过回忆就够了！其他的也就别去想了！！懂得选择和放弃！放手才会使我们得到更多更多！！一个人也能活下去！！现在的我只想往前冲！！去闯一闯！！追求自己的梦想！！

hAppY d@y!!!!H@hahahA!! :-)

Hahaha..so fast is the third day of orientation d...freshies seem less n less coming for orientation b4 the day...some of them say is boring lo!!!bt i dun tink so lo..say like tat is wasting ur energy n sad to hear tis!!coz v done so many n they din join n juz blame n blame!!!2day morning i late to college(sleep late d:coz reali tired o..last nite go yamca wit frens til late sleep),luckily no commitee scold j..hihihi..v go to auditorium wit freshies coz they hav briefing wit AR..At bot 10am,v start to prepare our 'speaking english campaign 2008'..i duty in room B006..my partner is SWC secretary,Wilson Tang..He seem so cool er..'pa pa o'dun wat to say/chat..silent onli..nvm la juz a while j..n he is come to help me ma..is ard vy good ge la..coz my english level nt good ma!!!Ur station hav 2 games to play-Game1:Charades n Game2:Newspaper in Education..funny games o!!!G8 come in the room n tis group seem so silent...1st game is c cards n act the words..haha!!!so many strange n funny actions..hahaha!!!Next game is to find pic n write out tong n fan yi chi..seem so difficult oso..after tat they speak out their group slogan!!!hahaha!!so loud o!!Next is G3,my fren,Chris is in tis group..their GF n AGF vy nice..haha..Especialy is AGF,she chat wit me o..bt i dun ask 4 her name..4gt d..tis group seem more spirit than G8..after tis v go to canteen 4 lunch..ard so hungry..canteen is totally full, so v hav to go to Blok H to eat lunch..then v go to FDK room to rest coz there hav air-con ma...hahaha...v say all the experience juz happen..they say bot the tour n game..haha..chat so happy..2pm,v start duty again..tis time my partner ard change..he is Ah Met..SWC AJK oso..he is betta than Wilson coz look friendly bit..G18 n G13 come..haha..he say some jokes n freshies seem happy n enjoy 2!!!After the group finish,v hav meeting at canteen..suddenly rain come!!!Freshies cnt go home...v run to the canteen..all wet...rain bcome heavy,so v go up SAD hall to continue briefing 4 2mrw station games..wan bec d..bt my car put so far away so ask Ronald to fetch me take car..haha..luckily gt he..if nt i cnt go bec home d!!realy Thankx to he!!arriv home so tired lo,juz sit on sofa n dun hope to do anything at all!!!Haha..bt 2day realy vy vy wit all new frens in duty!! *-*

H@ppY dAy!!! hahaha :-)

Hahaha..so fast is the third day of orientation d...freshies seem less n less coming for orientation b4 the day...some of them say is boring lo!!!bt i dun tink so lo..say like tat is wasting ur energy n sad to hear tis!!coz v done so many n they din join n juz blame n blame!!!2day morning i late to college(sleep late d:coz reali tired o..last nite go yamca wit frens til late sleep),luckily no commitee scold j..hihihi..v go to auditorium wit freshies coz they hav briefing wit AR..At bot 10am,v start to prepare our 'speaking english campaign 2008'..i duty in room B006..my partner is SWC secretary,Wilson Tang..He seem so cool er..'pa pa o'dun wat to say/chat..silent onli..nvm la juz a while j..n he is come to help me ma..is ard vy good ge la..coz my english level nt good ma!!!Ur station hav 2 games to play-Game1:Charades n Game2:Newspaper in Education..funny games o!!!G8 come in the room n tis group seem so silent...1st game is c cards n act the words..haha!!!so many strange n funny actions..hahaha!!!Next game is to find pic n write out tong n fan yi chi..seem so difficult oso..after tat they speak out their group slogan!!!hahaha!!so loud o!!Next is G3,my fren,Chris is in tis group..their GF n AGF vy nice..haha..Especialy is AGF,she chat wit me o..bt i dun ask 4 her name..4gt d..tis group seem more spirit than G8..after tis v go to canteen 4 lunch..ard so hungry..canteen is totally full, so v hav to go to Blok H to eat lunch..then v go to FDK room to rest coz there hav air-con ma...hahaha...v say all the experience juz happen..they say bot the tour n game..haha..chat so happy..2pm,v start duty again..tis time my partner ard change..he is Ah Met..SWC AJK oso..he is betta than Wilson coz look friendly bit..G18 n G13 come..haha..he say some jokes n freshies seem happy n enjoy 2!!!After the group finish,v hav meeting at canteen..suddenly rain come!!!Freshies cnt go home...v run to the canteen..all wet...rain bcome heavy,so v go up SAD hall to continue briefing 4 2mrw station games..wan bec d..bt my car put so far away so ask Ronald to fetch me take car..haha..luckily gt he..if nt i cnt go bec home d!!realy Thankx to he!!arriv home so tired lo,juz sit on sofa n dun hope to do anything at all!!!Haha..bt 2day realy vy vy wit all new frens in duty!! *-*
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Orientation 1st day..Relax nia!! @ @

2day is the 1st day of orientation week..6sumting ard wake up to bath n prepare go college d..when arriv college still vy blur..hehe..sleepy mah..^ ^ Then v go inside auditorium to start our job n duty..haha..gt bit excited lo!!! Freshies start their registration d..many le!!me n my partner is to giv them t-shirt n o-kit...busy o..hav to mark n cop..Freshies continue cum..work till non-stop..bt realy vy fun n happy!!!suddenly tink bot last year..when i stil a new members of tis college...nw is ard a orientation assistant d..time pass so fast!! 1 year d!!!

Aftr finish duty,v hav chic rice as lunch..haha!!so happy to be hav lunch wit all my team members!!when the freshies having lunch,v help PA to arrange chairs..funny!!They do sum silly tings le,like walk cat-walk on the red carpet!!After tat they hav 'cai pai' of mass call..haha..sum of them act s lecturer n programme supervisior o!!so funny when they walk inside the hall!!!wakakaka!!!!All the OA lugh, laugh n laugh!!!

Bot 2pm,mass call start..1st is SWC chairman(Mei Na) giv speech..she is reali brave lo!!seem so tenang,hav to giv a speech in front of so many ppl le!!Dr.Choy oso ther o!!I reali 'pei fu' her!!Then is Dr.Choy speaking..hehe..sumting funny she speak out...bt stil v cn und la...

Next is I hav to bring all the SAS student to CDK1 to listen their course briefing from Mdm Ling..She give me a vy vy good impression!!!She realy a nice lecturer!!When she explain the speech/slide, i cn imagine the situation when she teaching in class!!bt i juz listen till half j..'waste' ard..then our boss say cn bec home ard..i quick quick call my mom fetch me!!coz i damn tired!!!so hav to bec home be pig!!haha!!!When bec home,i juz sit on the sofa n fall sleep!!angry is sum ppl call me n disturb me lo!!s2pid ah!!haha..anyway i realy vy happy to be a OA coz cn help college n freshies n is a good duty oso!!!Hope all the 0-week OA n Comitee will enjoy lo!!*-^

Realy happy to be fren wit u al..thankx 4 al of u!!

This is my first time write blog...haha...excited nia!!

Ysterday night memory stil in my mind clearly...haha...so happy to hav steambot wit al my good good frens(cfui,lyee,xing,kyee,tham,tat,hcheong n whelan)2gther o!!haha..is reali funny o!!v al chat 2gther,laugh 2gther n eat 2gther!!!v al enjoy urselves!!!when start steambot,lyee n whelan rebut rebut to "bath" al the food in the pot!!haha!!!so silly o!!hehe!!!Whelan oso start to tel us sum silly things...haha..after v listen,all of us laugh til cnt stop!!!haha!!!i tink rebut is more delicious gua!!!after finish all food,v sit 2gther to chat!!!haha..every frens say different story!!seem like v all is old frens n having a reunion!!(nt reali la)

V all continue chat , chat n chat til cnt stop!!!hehe!!so many to talk o!!haha!!! coz v all oso too-too-social ma!!!v drink sparkling juice n eat white chocolate 2gther!!!hope everyting stop at tat time 4ever!!! Bot 12a.m , v go out yamca at ghany!!bt nt too fun d..coz i tink everyone is ard vy tired d!!! So all look so sleepy n down!!! One hour later v went home n rest...haiz..dun knw y i cnt fall sleep at all!!!suffer lo!!So i juz sleep for 3 hours j!!!Anyway , i realy vy happy n lucky bcoz i hav a great n nice time wit al of u !!! I wil never 4gt ALL tis 4ever!!! Friendship FOREVER !!!U all muz gambateh in ur study o!!!! Go Go Jia You!!! Muakxx!!!! ^ ^